Lots of girls dress up. Yes, I know most of us address ourselves as “gurls”, but I’ve never liked that term. To me, I’m a girl, no differentiation at all. And just because we are girls, not all of us are sissies. Some of us like to get fucked, some like to do the fucking, some like to just be admired, some are pantyboys, some are just wannabes that may just wear their wife’s panties, some don’t try to be passable, some like to be slutty, some like to be treated like a lady, and some like to kiss.

And in real life, we don’t always stick to just one persona. We have different sides of ourselves. I will sometimes want to be dressed very slutty to draw attention, and other times I prefer to just be recognized as a pretty girl for beauty’s sake. Same girl, sometimes slutty, sometimes clean.

One time, I was in a dirty mood and wanted to play with more than one guy. I had been chatting with this black guy and asked him if he had any friends that knew about his tastes in “women”. He said yes. And we talked about possibly arranging that, me and three big cocked guys. I thought about it for a while because that is a lot of cock to handle. Time passed by. More time passed by. Then I was ready to reconsider. I had been a little hesitant because he told me one of the guys was nuts and had a cage. I didn’t want to get forced and raped, and possibly never making it home again and become their play toy in a cage forever. Not my thing. I’m into fun, but it kind of has to be safe, and you should be wary of that too when you’re out there.

When I was ready, I told him. And he was all hot and bothered. He had met me one before, so he knew how hot I was. I sent him an updated picture and he was even hornier, rubbing his cock to it. He was talking about how he wanted to kiss me, and I was like – I’m not sure I want to do it. At that point in my life, I hadn’t done that before. I had sucked cock before and done some things, but kissing is just something a little different. It’s not really slutty. It’s a bit ore intimate. And maybe you need some type of attraction, and not all of us are attracted to guys. So I told him I might try, but he was like F that, and he rudely said no kissing, he wasn’t interested. I can accept that, and I can accept not wasting anyone’s time. But it was pretty rude and he lost out.

But it did get me thinking about kissing. And it got me thinking that it would be a sissy task to do – to kiss a guy. It would make me more of a woman. It would take me a step closer. The more I thought about it, the more I thought I would do it when I found the right person.

So I finally accepted a date with another guy that had been trying to meet me for a very long time already. He was a gentleman. He didn’t rush me, and was ok with doing and not doing things unless I was comfortable. He tried to fuck me that night. We kissed. Part of it was nice. Part of it was strange to me since it was new. But I did it. I felt like a woman. I felt like I wanted to be his woman. He wanted me to be his girlfriend. Part of being a girl, we should continue to be more and more like a girl. We need that push to do more girl like things. Girls wear panties. Girls wear bras. Girls wear heels. You should too. If you need that push, go ahead and ask me to help you. You deserve to be the girl. Life is way too short, and being a girl is way too fun.

– Miss Patricia